I think I’m losing myself.. With everything going on around me I can’t help it anymore I try to live in a fantasy world that I have everything I want but in reality I have nothing Literally nothing. I wanna have things that I don’t have, I just wanna live a simple life .. but I can’t because I have nothing. I don’t deserve anything friends girlfriend, family. None of that i cant have because they won’t understand what I really feel. I’m taking on more than I can.. I’m Trying to act tough about but sometimes I just can’t anymore I can’t stand my own anymore I need some help. I need it bad. I just wanna give up and end everything I fucking hate my life..
May 30, 2012.

