_JohnRayMartin
May 30, 2012.

I think I’m losing myself.. With everything going on around me I can’t help it anymore I try to live in a fantasy world that I have everything I want but in reality I have nothing Literally nothing. I wanna have things that I don’t have, I just wanna live a simple life .. but I can’t because I have nothing. I don’t deserve anything friends girlfriend, family. None of that i cant have because they won’t understand what I really feel. I’m taking on more than I can.. I’m Trying to act tough about but sometimes I just can’t anymore I can’t stand my own anymore I need some help. I need it bad. I just wanna give up and end everything I fucking hate my life..

traffic earlier..  (Taken with instagram)

traffic earlier.. (Taken with instagram)

They were Tryna Kick it though..  (Taken with instagram)

They were Tryna Kick it though.. (Taken with instagram)